Jessie J - Nobody's Perfect

hari nih saje aku dengar lagu nih dr pukul 11-3..non stop...

da word~

jujurnya..pada saat ini aku rindu nak sebut....


BEEBEE SAYANG!!!! SAYANG RINDU BEEBEE!!!!!!!~

kalo dulu...dlm tepon..selalu ckp cmtue..mcm ape dah...now ckp sorg2 je.

blog utk adik2 !~

hye adik2 sekalian..assalamualaikum..

first of all.. utk adik2 ku yg masih bersekolah.i wanna wish u guys...

tahun 2012 nih : syapiq SPM..selamat tekun study.. jemi naik standard 5 if im not mistaken.. ayesha pon standard 5..cik syuha & myra upper six dah..dan adik2 yg lain =)

hhahaha~..mcmlah adik2 comel sekalian ade blog kak yas kan.. xpe2.. as now musim bukak sekolah kan..mesti adik2 excited nk beli brg baru..such as..beg baru..pencilbox baru..baju baru..kasut baru.. beshhnye...yg akak tau skang nih tgh hangat ngan barang bergambarkan binatang bawah nih .....

kann????hahaha...nanti mesti cikgu2 pening tgok anak2 murid die..haha comellll je pakai barang angry bird...mcm anak2 burung dah...

>seminggu sebelum bukak sekolah..akak tau dah..mesti ade yg bz nk orentasi la..masuk sekolah baru lah..beli buku la..blaablaabla...

melalui pengalaman kkyas... waktu kecik2.. satu hari tu..beli kasut baru..punyee lah excited nk pakai gi sekolah.. beberapa minit sebelum gi sekolah tu ..baruuu nk keluarkan dr kotak..


then..hr prtama tu..hujan..jalan atas tanah n lumpur en. mmng sakit hati gile kot...

nk balik dr sekolah tu..kasut dh kotor..waktu tu..gi sekolah ngn abg amen... my brother.

then kasut kotor..ngadu2 lah kat abg amen..then..die ckp... haaa..knapa x kapur kasut dulu sebelum dtg sekolah..nnt susah nk basuh bile kotor...

sobbss..sobss..ye ke..xtau plak en waktu tu kene kapur kasut dulu..

lepas dr tu...asal beli kasut baru je..mesti kak yas kapur dulu..

okeng? tu tips nk jaga kasut yg bersih yep?~

dahtu...dah dpt semua brg2 baru..adik2 kene la rajin2 study..blaja sungguh2.. for ur future.. adik2 yg tentukan masa depan whether :


.....kecik2 jgn bercinta lagi...semua tu cinta monyet je...tapi kalo ade jodoh tu...nnt korang jumpe la balik crush u guys..

korang kene start rajin blaja dr sekolah..nnt ceraj la masa depan..insya allah.. selain usaha..jangan lupa doa selalu...jgn tinggal semayang... usaha n tawakal.. insya allah..dimurahkan rezeki n diberkati... wasalam ~

lost without you my dear ~ =)

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers
Never giving in
But baby since you've gone
I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side

If we ever said we'll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
Im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
Lost without you

Am I ever gonna get rid of these blues?
Baby i'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night
I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right
No I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How Am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side

If we ever said we'll never be together
and we ended it with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now
Make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

hye experience!~

assalamualaikum.... kabare?namaste?nihaoma?kaifahaluka?apa khabar?how u duing?....

hari nih...aku nk kongsi ngn korang pengalaman aku keje...waduh2..kerja apa an sih??.. ok.. semalam... hr jumaat.. aku kene keje kat centre nih dr pukul 10 smpai kol 2 je..then balik rehat sejam..rehat?xsempat langsung nk rhat.nk duduk pon..sempat utk makan jee..then pukul 3 aku kene gerak plak gi JM...

makkk!! teballl dek muke aku nih haaa nk ngadap pintu depan masok JM tu.. hurm..tp..sebelum aku turun kete..aku ckp kat mama :


yas : mamaaa..seggggggaannyeee nk promote2 nih ...
mama : tape2.. yas nyorok2 sikit blakang booth tu
yas : xpee mama !...yas nk cr duit..yas kene humble..dis is my experience..
mama : humble?dats gud syg~

lalu..aku pon melangkahkan kaki ku g kat booth tu..ditemani dak p1 tu..heheh.. dah aku dtg..diee plak kene balik... gggrrrr..

gilee bosaaaannn kot..aku menebalkan muke aku.bg flyers.. ade pakcik2 yg xnak..die wat nononggg je..aku malu..aku gelak2.. cuihh..

xpa ar...nk dekat maghrib..aku pon sibuk2 nk gi semayang..nk terkencing bagai.. baruuuu lah budak2 dtg nk beli p1... sabooo je

memang hr yg kelam kabut..sbb stok pon nk hbis..kedai photostat plak rosak.. aku kena laa berjalan kaki ngn kaki ku yg sakit nih..pusingg luar bangunan jitramall tu... hehehe..sabooo

3 kali gak ar aku gi kedai blakang tu... 2 kali aku bli botol air..aku hbiskan.. tu poon xcukup..




malammm mula menjelmaaaaa...

aku dh lapaaaaa sgt2... tahap berangin perot aku... bosan..xpayah ckp la... aku pon mula berjalan sana sini.. sempat agy g survey henpon di beberapa kedai... kehkehkeh..
mengidam keropok lekor tibe2... aku pon menjengah kedai kopok lekor...tapi..malang tidak berbau... kedai tu dh pon tutup...

hahaha...lebeyh kurang la..muke karton nih ngn muke aku waktu tu...





aku menahan lapaaa..lepak punya lepak.. lagi sejam nk balik...yeay...


ouh...its already 9.00pm! mama dh smpai!~...xpe2..tunggu agy bape minit... nnt aku kemas booth..

9.15...customer dtg..aku explen bukan main pnjang...bla3...die mmng nk beli... aku pon kene berlari ge bangunan sebelah...nk g photostat...

tunggu bos plak smpai...cuak gak..keje kelam kabut...

ok..next customer...9.45 :... isi borang bagai..explain tu..explain ni... smbil bos yg g photostat kan...hehehe...

yeah...almost 10 :..customer tu pon blah... aku dh nk kemas nih ... me suppose to close at 9.45 laaa !!!

yeahhh :..next customer...grrrr..(alhmdulillah)...rezeki aku yg last... aku pon pokpek2.. explain mcm2..convince kan die... lame gak ar... die amik masa nk pikir..15min kot!...xpe.. aku mnx die nye doc dulu... aku pi photostat ....

dahh...aku tinggalkan borg..xde pon die isi...ggrr...dhtu..die pon xdecide agy nk amik pakej mana...

zzzzz...10.25 :...
akhirnya..dh decide..nk jual beli mcm biasa...


alhmdulillah : allah permudahkan segala urusan aku... allah murahkan rezeki aku... subhanallah... hr nih saje..aku dpt 6 SALE !~...xsia2 penat lelah aku~...

with my BIG GRIN

terima kasih.thankyou.kuswon.xiexie.syukron.

hari spesial utk si gemok ku~

hye~..assalamualaikum....hr nih ..aku nk kongsi ngn korang..ape aku dh buat hr nih ..n apa perasaan aku hr nih ....

actually..hr nih aku rasa terujaaa sgt nk jmpa gemok aku hr nih ..tp aku tau..he wont be there.. tp..aku xkisah..sbb hr nih aku dh amik cuti... utk meraikan hr lahir si gemok... iv planned averythinggg..baikkkk punya plannn... utk si dia. sbb aku rnduuu gila kat dia..tp...aku kena accept... wat ive done.. xkan leyh putar balik masa.

tell u guys..aku planned...bajet..semua2 utk dia..amik masa SEBULAN..well...aku sedar yg aku nih mekngot n lembab sikit..dats y kene plan awal2..nk bagi perfect.. n semua pihak puas hati..yah..aku pon dh start keje... hadiah yg aku buat utk die pon..dh mula terbelangkai.. terkebengkalai...terbee..???errghh..i guess u know dat word..

as he told us..me n makngah... he will be coming on his birthday..i was soooo excited to meet him!.. aku pon plan laa ngn makngah nk buat surprise...kiranya mcm mkngah org tgh laa antara aku ngn dia...






the thingssssss ive planned for him were :

1. surprise party for him.... aku planned nk celeb kat pizza hut.. without his n makngah knowledge.. i did call adam..tp..die mesej 2 3 ketol..then..xde balas..kurang asam nye budak hingus..mmng xleyh buat kawan...xpe2.. aku sedeyh gile sbb gemok dpt kawan mcm die.. such a useless..(sorry gemok)

2.then...since no response from kawan2 gemok..aku pon..gune dwet sikit2..utk siapkan hadiah kat gemok.. duit pon mula berkurang..plan nk celeb kat pizza pon xjadii...





3.teeetttt...xleyh crta bnyakk..almost 10 kedai...cr baju yg aku idam2 kan...just for his birthday... mmg kalo org lain mesti ckp aku gila...semata nk cri bju utk org yg kita syg...mcm terhegeh2 pon ade gakkk... but..finally!!! i was veryyy happy! sbb dpt bju yg aku nakk... n murah selesa n comelll!!!! bangga gila! xsia2 weyh

4.yg ni..story pasal hadiah die...aku xleyh bgtau...tp aku buat tu..special gileee utk die...eventhough aku keje... it tooks 2 weeks to prepare da present

5.seminggu sebelum birthday die..aku dh kol secret recipe..order kek kegemaran die... yg tu...bajet aku yg wajib!... as i promised him last year..nk buat kek bentuk *BEE*... tp...lari bajet n xcntik laaaa kek tu..

6.hari aku dpt interview utk keje.... aku dh mnx cuti KHAS dated 17 disember...hahah.. boss gelakk je kat aku.. alhmdulillah..dpt gak cuti..

7.akhirnyaa...dgn bajet yg cukup2 makan... aku turun g sp..melawat makngah..n bawak semua rancangan yg aku dh schedulekan.. huhuh...aku rinduuu sgt suasana umah makngah..rndu kat makngah..rndu kat *die*... erndu semuaa kenangan kt stu...tp..xpe..aku sempat gak amik gamba umah tu..mane tau..nnt aku hilang ingatan nk pi umah tu..at least leyh la cr melalui gamba tu..hihihi

8..dah bukan main lameee lepak umah makngah..smpi tergendala keje makngah..hihihi.. aku pon dgn malu segan silu nye nk mnx dri...nk gi jumpa kawan.. sambil menyelam...minum lah air...





akhirnyaa....aku pon pulang dgn rasa puas hati dan kecewa sbb xdpt celeb birhtday die...hurm..its ok.. KALO ADE JODOH....KITA JUMPA LAGI =)



assalamualaikum~

tibe2 !

haha..hye...assalamualaikum blogger2 sekalian...waduhhhhh3 rasa lamaaa sgt xupdate my storytoek kan kan kan? ape???nk ayat aku mcm hepi kee???... no lah..life now..mcm biasa..lonely??mmng xnafikan lahh.. now layan lagu jiwang2 je.. haha..skang nih ..dh xmelekat kat umah.. well..new of me..hahah in process learning to be who i wanted to be..yeah~... now... more berdikari..coz i had nobody..kecuali my family terrrcayanngg... kalo x survive..mcm mana nk hidup kan?...

my past semuanyaa dh lama berlalu... kalo bleyh let be bygone... xpayah nk dtg2 balik kisah2 dulu... memang la semuanya sweet... tp.. the sweetest is the hurt*est*.. hahaha.. gelak plak en.. xde la..buat word sndri. (buat terok)..

now.. xde fb..xde tagged..xde twitter.. asalnyee nk delete this blog..tp malas nk buat emel baru.. so..biaa tersadai je blog nih ..

nnt.. nk buat come back kot.. sempena tahun baru..life baru.. memang perit nk teruskan hidup.. tp..aku now buat2 bz.. xnak ingat ape2.. aku kene kuat.. Allah mmng nk uji aku ... aku redha.. aku ikhlas.. hihi..


apa aku nk now..biar pon luka aku xkering lagi...aku sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan dia..aku doakan..pompuan sebelum aku hadir dlm hidup dia..pompuan tu lah yg buatkan dia bahagia.. aku nih ... ada dlm hdup dia pon..bleyh buat dia marah je. hahaha.. ok2.. tutup buku pasal tu... dah puas dh nangis tiap2 hari...


org2 ckp... xbaik nangis2... nnt air dlm badan kering... hahaha..kuikuikui.

kalo dr awal..aku tahu akan kehilangan dia..aku xkan kenal n dekat dgn dia dr awal... sbb aku xnak jadi mcm nih ...

hurmm...now... aku nk keje rajin2.. blaja rajin2.. aku nk expose dri aku ngn environment..aku nk lagi confidence to facing people..

ya allah..kau berkati lah hidup kami...kalo benar dia bukan jodoh aku.. kau temukan lah dia dgn seseorang yg leyh bahagiakan dia.. n sayangkan dia sepenuh hati mcm mana aku syg dia.. amin~...

assalamualaikum~

hurt~~~~~~~~~.....

beb...i stii dun understand
just why we cant be lovers
things are getting out of hand
we trying too much but we still cant win

let it go if you want me...boy.. just lemme know
im down on my knees
i cant take this nymore


ITS TEARIN UP MY HEART & MY SOUL WHEN IM WITH YOU...
but when we`re apart..i feel it too
and.. no matter what i do i feel the pain..
with or wthout you... =(


beb..pliz dun misunderstand...
wat im trying to tell ya..
in the corner of my mind...
urmm...
i feel like we`re running out of time..