old love story...

hye assalamualaikum...
huuu..since i xde bff utk crta ol my love story.. naa, i pun xde dr.love to listen to me.. so.. i crta je la kt my diary nih kan.... even i wont get feedback or responds.. at least.. i can express wat i feel.. here kan?

yeaa.. since si nenas pun da xde cntct i.. si kuru-kuru pun da ade gf baruu.. (aaa..im not stalker but as usual..deee je mulot2 nk mnyampaikan SMTHING kat i).. haaaaa.... tibe tibe pulaaaakk.. recently i jumpa ngan ali... oh my god !! people wont feel wat i feel !!! haaa!! its just likee...

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<3 apeekaahh="" p="">do i still got feeling towards him? mcm impossssiibleee jek?
itu mcm crta lepasss 4tahun daahh..

yeaaa.. die puuunn dh ade gf daa.. n tak mungkin dia ada perasaan lagik kat aku kan? i know mummy dia story yg die down about 1 year. 1 year takes him to recover. sian diee..


yg pelikk nye.. die beriya utk fetch my mamma and hnta our mummy n mama pi jetii ade kursus kat langkawi.. dia jugaakk volunteer utk fetch our mummyas from jeti...

at first jumpa dia.. mcm.. terrrkeduuu..speechlesss.. love in the air..eh ! memories in the air... cm na nangissss.. sedeyh ingt memories dulu2..

diee punn ade ajak i utk nganto our mmys.. but i refusee not to go... sbb...

sbb i bodo!.. hahaha.. last skali i yg nyesall... n xtido malam ! hahahahah.. nonsence..


dahlah korang.. jgn nk hope sgtlah! i f i ada jodoh.. semoga Allah dekatkan kitorg.. if xde.. Allah jauhkan.. aminn~~..

salam.~ x0x0

my pavlova !~ yeay!

hye u ols.. assalamualaikum!

huuuu.. dh lamee pulak rasa x update blog nih..sejak2 bosan nih.. asyik nk updateee je enn.. eh eyh eeeeeehhh?? taakk.. tak bosan sebenarnyaa.. actually banyakkk kejeeee ni... tapii... nk rehatkan minda.. kuarkan pe benda yg ada in my mind kt sini.. jimat la space dlm my mind ni..

hoooo u olss.. lately  i busy bz beezee superrr bz! yaaaa?? since my both bibik da xde .. i keneee la buat keje semuaaa... oh my chaos !... umah i ...tak terrrr kemassss laaa.. bibik dh balik indon.. umah tok punn kene kemas jugaaakkk sbb bibik tu lari.. wuuaaa~~~~.... tapi xper u guys.. i know buat keje umah keyss... i xmanjee keeysss.. hihihi.. ta ley malas2.. nnt jatoh saham youuuu~~


haaa.. bukan pasal bibik yg i nk post kan laaa.. i cuma nk bgtau ... nk hapdet yg dolu dolu doluuu nyee citer... yg i.... pernaahh.. buat pavlova... yeaaa?? utk appreciate myself wat i have done... so.. i kene laa tunjuk kat u guysss.. bukan nk ceewee... cumeeee.. kot2la one day u ols terbaca my blog.. u olss akn blaja buat sndri ! sbbnye.. seriouss.. seriousslyy SEDAAAPPPP and senang... haha..

 taddaaaa !!!! nih i buat taaauu.. pemalas pemalas n seteruk i pun.. i leyy gak rasa pavlova buatan sndri.. hahaha...u guys shud try jugaakkk

ok u ols.. assalam..

miss movin* on

hye u ols... assalamualaikum...

pg td tgok paper fizo &mawar..ouhh so suweett~~~...
takpelah..ta kesah hal tu semua..

semlm i down.. hr nih dh UP dh kot.. insya allah...
nyway. thanx for prince2 yg prnh shoot my heart.. shazruln1zam,adib mEssi,anas farhan.. u guys broke my heart to lemme know wat is true love.

yeeaahh.... it maybe takes time for me utk oke,, but now. dh oke dh.. cume cm bingung sikit sbb my family semua nk kenen2kan ku ngn guys2 yg xpernah kenal.. kawan abg edy la.. kawan abg amen laa. kawan mama la..anak kawan baba laa... arkitek ke,contractor ke.. ape ke..

for me..semua tu tak menjanjikan utk i bahagia.. ouh.. i xpndang harta semua.. i wish dpt guy yg dpt guide me.. haaa bercakap pasal tu...

my dad seriously nk i kawen ngn en.nazri tu.. huuuu.. org masjid, kaye, baik.. tapi... i xready lagi.. n xpernah pikir pun...

now bru praktikal.. bnyak bnda i nk buat.. semua skrg ni ada masalah..tension n pe semua..

masalah kewangan,masalah family, masalah kesihatan masalah keje, masalah hati, masalah bibik xde, and mcam2 lagi.... yeahh.. semua masalah ni ada dlm my mind....

for * yg tension sbb i. i btol2 mntak maaf.. i jst nk jadi yg terbaik utk u.. but i buat u tension.. haaaa... yes i will die for u baby...

but somehow.. i terpkir jugak apa yg dad ckp.. kalo i terima n kawen ngn en.nazri tu tahun depan.. insya allah selamat dunia akhirat.. ohh!...

masalahnye x ready nk kawen !... pliz pray for my life~...

assalam~

down~...

hai u ols.. assalamualaikummmmm....

pe ler tajuk ceni neh.. down? bawah? no. down, mood down?yes. down,terduduk? double yes.

yeah..setelah nk dekat seminggu dingin ngn si nenas.. hari nih terungkai sudahh semua yg telah terbina...ceeewaahh..sedeehhh

actually... xde mende nk taip.. speecchless... its just... i still love him.. and im not ready to get apart from him.. heeuuu...

ok ok ok!.. time to move on~.. hahaha... ta sedeyh sgt..bese je..

cume nye. i would like to advise u ols... yg maner sdg hangat bercinta couple watsoever...

limit ur heart for him.... maksudnye.. jgn bg 100% hati kamu pada dia.. this is why..

too muchh love him will lead for too much sad~ haha!. shet!

so..bla u ols sedeyh la putus laa gaduh ngn bf laa.. one thing shud u ingat !

u have :

ALLAH-.... allah xpernah lupakan hambanya...tapi hambanya selalu ego utk ingat kepada allah.
Family -... u ada family.. jgn bile u sedeyh..bru u nk cr dorg.. no.. salah.. u shud appreaciate ur family.. love them soooo much...
Frends-.... chill out wit ur frenss la.. xkire laki ke pompuan.. kawan lame ke kawan baru.. blablabla....
and last skali...

u have ur LIFE ! just live ur life... haaa.. nih apa yg i buat bila i frust or down... bila u pandang ur future... u akan rasa motivated weehh.. serious!

achieve wat u want! yeaahh!!...

now.. berbalik kpda my future.. i bnyak plannsss!! and i hope my planss semua dimakbul Allah.. Amin.....

bye2.. assalam~

my busshhh day ~

hye u olss.. assalam... haaa.. i post dis blog sempena i masuk umur yg ke 23.. ohhh!!! dah tuaaa... haa.. pada umur 23. my fwen naimah baruuu je lahir kan seorg baby gurl.. congrates and alhmdulillah to her... kawan i yg len?dh kawen la.. dh keje laa.. dh ada anak dua laaa.. blablablaa.. sempena my besday.. azam utk teruskan life yg lagi mencabar sgt laa bersemangat! chaiyok!! ok.. d day my bstday xde lah menarik.. d whole day i duk umah ..xde g ane2.. sbbnye mummy masakkan lauk bess ngn dessert yg bes!.. tapi.. ptg nye.. my bff sorg nih ade ajak utk celebrate ! yoyo ooo jah dia! dr as nuuuuhhh snggup mai amik aku kat jitra neeey.. bguihh toiii laa..hahaha.. yaa.. kitorg jumpa somewhere.. dia bawak aku ke mana yg aku nk pi.. thanx to dia.. hahah.. dah laa dia bawak aku.. dia belanja aku semua bnda.. then waktu nk nganto aku balik.. bleeeyyy plak dia u turn jauh2.. xjadi hnta aku balik.. die pii cri secret recipe ! sanggup betoi noohh!! anyway, thanxxxx awakk !!.. haha.. u r so sweett !!. tapi yg geramnye. gambo die xde dlm collage nih sbb i terdelete!!! gerammmm!!!!...


oh ! burger burn tu die blnja..sbb aku teringiiinn... same gak ngn kek tu..

oke.. pic yg i pakai ribbon atas kepala wearing tudung gold tu.. my hadiah beli sndri!hahahah
i loikkee!!

 my wish and pray : semoga i panjang umur.. my life berjalan ngn lancar as wat i want.. and diberkati allah with happiness.. aminn!!!